I knew this would happen from the first time I saw it, or even sensed its presence. I am over 40 and have had no relationships with women. For a long time now, I've always wanted to have a daughter. But at this age, that doesn't happen... If it doesn't come true, just give it. That word pushed me back. I have no regrets. There's something I want even if I get caught. My beautiful heart becomes black and dirty with my desires...
