I'm a plain office worker who doesn't stand out even in the company. That's me, but... I have a propensity that I can't tell anyone. For some reason, I get excited when I see Manager Shimada, who is hated by 80% of the female employees in the company, no, 90%. His face is rough and disgusting, his breath stinks, and the way he talks is physiologically unacceptable. However, he has a delusion of being violated by Manager Shimada and masturbates. She didn't want anyone to know about this.
